i got a job heyheyheyhey!
July 05, 2002 at 10:48 p.m.
iiiiiiii just got back from work!
"Work?" you say - and I say WORK! Yessss, my first day on the job!
I work on the line of a buffet at the Heritage Square Music Hall in Golden, CO and I also seat people for the shows. And Casey got hired too!!!!! You know the day she saved me from a case of the blues after I left my nastynasty job? Well, the last place we stopped was this music hall, and even though they really wanted us, they didn't have any openings. Well, as of yesterday, they suddenly had 2!!!! Just for us!!!!!
The job is so mindless I love it. I refill stuff on the salad line or hot food line or cut up roast beef and clean things up and eat dinner and all in all it's a 4 hour shift that's just not too terribly difficult.
And they're letting me have Sundays off!!! woohoo!
I may not be working a lot, but seriously, I didn't expect to be making any money at ALL this summer, so I just can't complain. I'll make enough to help out, so this makes me happy.
And I get to smile and talk to people so this makes me happy. And sometimes I get to work with Casey and this makes me very happy!!!!! How lucky can one girl be??
REALLY lucky actually, because I just found out I got the last room in a house in Mesa Arizona next year. I have a place to live!
when it rains, it pours... bring on the good, baby:)
Because I now have a job my dad upped my cell phone to 300 extra minues and unlimited nights and weekends. It feels so good to call my friends! Cell phones are so niftynifty. People - call me more! You know you wanna!
the last time I really celebrated the 4th of July, I spent it with him. 4 years ago. He always remembers me on the 4th.
I remember him more often than that. I wish I didn't.
He e.mailed me today, afraid it would be inappropriate. Presumably because we were once in love and now he is married and has a child.
I told him it wasn't inappropriate because we were old friends (we promised each other we would be, anyway) and that I was fine and wished him well and that was it. Wow. I really don't recognize myself sometimes...
I am not the person I was 4 years ago. I'm sure he's changed too... hopefully. I'm not even the person I was 8 months ago.
And I love that. The people who were supposed to continue this journey with me have, and the people that I simply intersected with for a moment in time... have gone elsewhere on their separate path, as have I. Some wish me ill. I wish them a pleasant journey. I have my own journey and posse to contend with.
I don't have a husband to validate me. I don't even have a boyfriend to validate me. But I do have a wonderful life and one great blessing of a career to live and experience.
So maybe his road was right for him. I'm taking the raod less travelled, and I'm living it up. *breathing*
SUPERCRACK is just fine, kids. NOW CALL HER!!!!