teacher=hott
September 02, 2004 at 11:29 a.m.
Just a quick jot during a blessed break in the day. Peter, my co-teach is always going ononon but this job is hard enough for me, I gotta sit back and relax for a sec.
So last night was the school talent show and I played some electric violin stuffs. I wanted to wear my vinyl pants, but Jared and my mom(she was via phone) vetoed the idea, saying I'm not allowed to dress like that in front of teenage boys. I kept insisting that they were just pants and they aren't that tight they're just made of another material other than jean, but to no avail. Grrr. So, I wore 3 inch hooker boots and a skirt instead. I'm so freaking wild.
As I was setting up on stage, someone yelled "SHE'S HOT!!!" and totally freaked me out. Then this morning I had a bunch students come in and tell me that all the guys in their classes wouldn't stop talking about the hot orchestra teacher. Last night, the whole place gave me a standing ovation and they were screaming their heads off:) I'm getting pretty good at this violin thing!!
At the end, 2 coaches got up and saying the "Jump" hip hop song, and I joined some of the other teachers as being their back-up dnacers and jumping while dressed as much like a thug as I could. It was hilarious - I am not spry enough anymore to jump for that entire song, plus I was so embarrassed and weirded out. I held on, but I don't know how to thug, yo!
(by the way - today Peter told some kids that we were "crunk" in the talent show last night. He's 50, and I sure as heck don't know what it means either, is that a bad thing!?! or really really good?!!?)
Oooh, and then after, Jared took me out for ice cream:) That's what my mommy used to do after concerts!!! I don't know if I could be happier. But the funny thing was, one of the coaches who had been there doing the rap/thug thing was at DQ, and for some odd reason, he got up in the middle of the place and ripped off his tear-away pants. He WAS wearing shorts, but what the heck?!? It was so random and hiiillllarious.
I am the weirdest high school orchestra teacher ever.:)
Enjoy the journey they say... I do, to my best ability. But all the uncertainly that comes with finding a new path.. or, it actually was the path you were on, and you finally see where it has been going all along and you know what's coming, then why do I get so scared of tripping and falling on my way to that place?
I love Jared so much. It's a double edged sword when you think about it... I am so happy to have him here in my life, but I wish I'd never had so many broken hearts to mend in myself along the way, so I wouldn't be so worried about another one, even though I know he wouldn't hurt me.
But if I hadn't known the pain that I did then, I wouldn't appreciate as much as I do being loved by such an honorable, beautiful soul now.
To understand the light, you need to have known the darkness.
Wish I could erase some things though... but, it got me here now. And it's a good place to be:)
SUPERCRACK is swimmingly thug-tastic:)