if not for the honey...
April 19, 2005 at 6:59 a.m.
Just a quick vent I MUST make...
I DON'T WANNA BE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!
So early in the morning, so sun shining to wake me up, my body hurts it's so tired, and all I want to do is crawl back into bed with my husband and melt into the big fluffy blankets.
I do not want to yell all day long and try to get kids to not go into complete anarchy, I do not want to teach kids that don't want ot be taught, I don't want to yell at the kids that DO want to be taught who jsut can't seem to keep their traps shut today, and the remarkable thing is - I AM going to do all of this today, and I'm gonna smile while doing it, too!
*pant pant* thanks much for listening to that brief rant. These mornings are getting harder and harder. And harder. Just 6 weeks, minus a day until vacation. I don't know if I can make it.
Why on earth does the school board think that anyone can learn anything at this time of day? Our brains HURT! I think they are swollen. Or broken, I can't tell.
In other news, got some tasty new gigs coming up with the guitarist from my band. I will be working most of Saturday which isn't my first choice, but the pay and company are good so I don't mind. Except something tells me I'm going to be sick monday morning.... violently ill...
Yesterday Jared and I went to a little league baseball game for our Monday activity. It was sooo good to be outside and not at work or stressed or anything like that. Truly lovely. I am such a fan of my husband and the time we get to spent together. He realy is my favoritest on the whole planet.
Sometimes I honestly have no idea as to what I did to deserve him. I'm so so darn happy with him in my life, always cheering me on.
Like a lot of time, I'll be driving somewhere or doing some little thing and it'll hit me - I'm MARRIED. I'm going to have a husband forEVER. I actually dream about getting home earlier so I can clean the kitchen to make me husband happy. I ACTUALLY CLEAN. I even try to cook!!!!
I'm MARRIED. This freaks me out like you have no idea!! Who the heck am I???? I'M MARRIED. WOW.
It's so much better than I think we both thought it could be. Wow.
I so wish I was still in bed with him.
Ug. Onto my day.
SUPERCRACK says at least he's at the end of it:)