second day and already crazy
August 10, 2004 at 9:25 p.m.
Oh, what a headache I have....
Two days down, just shy of 180 more to go until summer vacation?
Tomorrow they actually play their instruments, everyone will find out what a fraud I am and I'll hide under my desk.
I have so much to say, about me, the new boy and how nice it is to come home and have someone waiting to give you a big hug and take you to dinner. Because my days are long and I'm scared, and he's so freaking sweet. About how I really like Atlanta and what I've seen of Georgia. I don't know if I belong here, but I like it.
I still can't believe I'm doing this. I can't take another second of advice.. I'm so stumped as to what to do, but at the same time, I'm so tired of having information and stuffed into my head. Everyone is trying to help, but if I hear any more school policy I'll explode. It nice that the new guy just wants to talk about the Simpsons and silly things.. I have a bit of time now and then when I don't have to worry and I can be me, 24 and silly and even happy.
The kids are great. A group of about 4 are mean, and I'm really scared, but I have to talk to the ringleader and tell her I'm not putting up with her crap. But aside form that, the other teachers and the whole situation is so nice.
I may even be chaperoning Homecoming on my birthday!!! heehee:)
I still can't believe I'm doing this. me, a high school orchestra teacher. Almost 25 years old. DOES THAT BOGGLE ANYONE ELSE'S MIND?!?!
My sweetie called and calmed me down, and now I'm calling Ms. Helga for some advice and to thank her SOOO MCUH for the beautiful pillow she made me for my new apartment!! So freaking beautiful!!! And it made my day.. man, did I ever need it. Thanks also to Scandalous for my very own potholders!! My first ones!!
SUPERCRACK says sometimes this growing up thing isn't too terrible.. methinks.....