college crazy
February 26, 2002 at 11:35 p.m.
I remember when I was a senior in high school.. man, I HATED all those forms and junk I had to fill out for SAT's, ACT's, college admissions, scholarships, financial aid... a whole kitchen table-full of forms.
let's fast forward to a few years later... (dang i love the new Alanis song) and I'm applying to almost everything exclusively on-line. I'm in hog heaven, except I still hate appying for things.
I got the distinct impression that I am not going to be admitted to CU. Or if I am, I won't be offered bags of money. So that leaves the BIG audition in Arizona this weekend and Cal State Long Beach, who already love me and thought I'd forgotten about them.
I really had. So many family members bagged on it (CSULB) so I just figured I'd ignore it and concentrate on the biggies (ASU, CU).
Eveyone gets rejected from a few schools here or there. So I don't feel bad at all. Just seeing the way CalState is jumping to help me on any little thing warms my heart so much.
I WANT MY LIFE BACK, THOUGH. After all this is done, the only thing I'll be able to talk about then is my impending recital. I WANT to talk like this person and just enjoy my days and spend some time thinking about things, but I'm a bundle of nerves until that diploma is in my hands and I leave Texas for good.
I want to write about cool things, like Casey did and warm up some hearts... or how much I miss Annie and Urmi and how funny the soccer game was that I went to last night...
BUT INSTEAD I'M GOING QUIETLY CRAZY.
I don't think I've ever done anything quietly in my life. Good grief.
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The only interesing tidbit hanging about is stil that that my roomate is moving out soon and I'll have this whole apartment to myself for the rest of the sememster.
I'm kind of getting excited... I was never allowed to leave pieces of me around the apartment because they didn't look right.. and if I did leave a book or a picture about that I liked, she'd put it on my bed when she cleaned. So now I can live for a short while in a bit more Reva.
COME TO MY APARTMENT!! NOW I NEED TO HAVE LOUD PARTIES!!!!
SUPERCRACK parties Mormon style.. dang we're crazay...