cracky lunch
May 07, 2002 at 12:06 a.m.
yoyoyo - 2 entries today! but I took so much time off, seems like I gotta go ahead and spill my guts...
I had a funny lunch today. I won't reveal names, suffice to say the gal I was with was celebrating a big happy accomplishment so all was happy at Applebee's today.
This lady is dating a a friend of mine - a long time friend, so this recent hooking up is quite weird to me. Not in a bad way, but seeing this boy in any romantic sense is just... foreign. I see him like my kid bro in my mind, even though he's older than me.
So when she casually made this reference to a funny story where she fell off the couch while they were kissing one night... for some reason I saw him kissing a girl in my mind and it was an absolute shock to my system... I wigged!
My poor friend! She sat there completely embarassed as I freaked so bad - I almost hyperventillated, made squeaking noises (that's nothing new - I'm quite the squeaker) and turned beet red. I had my hands on my face the whole time and tried to make as little noise as possible, but I was just so weirded out - the thought of him kissing a girl was so unfathomable it was funny and AK!
When I finally took my hands off my face - I saw the waitress and the table next to us just staring at me. "Are you okay??" asked the server several time.
The funny part was the table next to us - two army recruitment officers that had been checking us out since we got there - started laughing and asked the server if they could have what I was eating.
What I sight I am... you can't take me anywhere.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been uberfriend today. It seems everyone has had a mini-crisis. And my advice worked for almost everyone... I don't feel dumped on. I feel so happy that through all my mess ups and pain, I can empathise and learn to be a better friend because of my ouchies.
I'm glad that I know will continue to grow forever and these problems last but a second...
Eternal perspective rocks, people.
People always ask me why I'm so happy all the time, and that's a big reason why.
Dear friends, I love you. Thank you for turning to me and allowing me into your lives. I'm so freaking blessed I can't see straight. You are so special.
AK! WHY AM I SO MUSHY LATELY???
SUPERCRACK is just bursting at the seams with good lovin'.