on staying single...
October 23, 2001 at 11:46 p.m.
it's already beginning.
But I will stay firm. Our Reva WILL BE single this Christmas. I will not succumb to these men just because I saw my ex today and it frustrated me that he can't and never made eye contact after our thrid date.
That is no reason to begin dating again.
I was in an orchestra rehearsal today where we're playing with the Grand Chorus. By some interesting twist I happened to be placed first chair of the 2nd violin section.
No matter how small the orchestra was, or how easy the part was, it felt nice to be important for a little while. It's a feeling you can't describe, where you gotta be right on all the entrances because no one wants to if you don't. It's your job. I'm super!
Well, there was this soloist boy that I noticed looking at me... at least I think he was. A bunch... I couldn't tell. At one point the conductor moved him and he walked right in front of me and blurted out "Nice shoes!"
I began to say thank you until I noticed I was wearing some old dirty tennis shoes.
The 2 boys next to me had seriously cool footwear. We all looked at each other and were asking "did he mean your shoes?? My stand partner was sure it was me, but his shoes were a lot cooler.
Then was I imagining that he was checking me out the rest of the rehearsal? But my shoes weren't that cool.
Not that I care, but my stupid ex wouldn't make eye contact and now a boy maybe noticing my shoes might matter a little.
BUT IT IS NOT A REASON TO START DATING AGAIN.
I do not want to have to look for another boyfriend chistmas gift this year. I always buy something thoughful and they don't get it.
THAT'S a good enough reason to stay single, right there:)
SUPERRCRACK is just chewin' the fat....