oh my heck I am TIRED!!!
April 20, 2005 at 7:10 a.m.
Sorry to repeat yesterday's theme but DANG AM I TIRED!!!!!!!
I got in bed last night by 9:40pm and I'm still so tired it hurts everything. The feeling of watching Jared crawl back into our nice, warm, comfortable bed after morning prayers, while I have to get up and hit the showers even though my muscles are crying out in agony is torture. TORTURE! And then I have to get dressed in the dark, tiptoeing around trying to not wake him up, it makes me even more sleepy and miserable. Good thing he wears earplugs, I'm not always so good at it, but I try really, really hard.
This is spring break's fault!! it showed me what life could be like if I could wake up at a reasonable hour again and eat breakfast with the TV on and all those other normal things people do in the morning. And then, it's snatched out of my poor unsuspecting fingers. SO CRUEL!! Only 5 an a half more weeks until summer.... I don't know if my body can take it! I gotta find some way to relax. I feel so awful!
RANT MUST END. Thanks for listening. Sorry!!!
random thoughts...
So I'm teaching Purple Haze to some of my kids. They love it and it amuses me to no end.
I tried to make salmon seaks last night - not too bad. I didn't really like them, but it was a nice effort on my part to show my hubby how much I love him by doing things I'm really not that good at. He likes eating and he likes fish so I tried to combine the two.
Read an interesting article on how gratitude can help immensely with happiness and health and such. it even gives you energy. My morning grumpiness aside, I have a lot more energy during the day than most people, and I think I can attribute it to gratitude. Jared and I are lucky in the fact that we are so grateful for everything we get to experience together. True that. It also is verrryyy important when we get in spats. Not even big spats, but when he does something that hurts my feelings, the only way to deal with it is to remind myself or let myself appreciate the wonderful things he does for me and it makes things better. Like last night, he was in a grumpy mood and said something that hurt me muchly, but as we walked into our apartment, he had his hand on my back in the sweetest way that I love and I knew that I could let it go. He's too wonderful and life is too short to be upset. When he's not grumpy he works overtime to be sweet to me so when he's grumpy I should work overtime to not be so sensitive:)
Be grateful for the awesomeness I gots. It makes these crazy days much wonderfulness:)
SUPERCRACK is grateful that she's gonna take a freaking nap this afternoon!