let the freaking begin
October 06, 2003 at 11:10 a.m.
I don't know if I have time to make an entry rightnow, what with class and all manner of things coming down quite soon, but I'm in a devil-may-care sort of way.
And I need some kind of release, dagnabit.
This week is horrendous. I have to play in studio class today - memorized, first two movements of the Prokofiev - AK! Then a lesson tomorow, teach alll day Wednesday and Thursday morning leave for Madison, Wisconsin for a business thingy, and come back Friday night to the coolest house guest ever, MATMUNCH! And play with him until he leaves next week.
Well, maybe YOU don't think it's so hectic, but as of right now I'm a emotional wreck so anything on my plate is enough to drive me over the edge.
Not to mention - horror of horrors - MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEEK.
Seriously, lock your children in their homes, take every necesssary precaution to hide from me for at least the next two weeks, becuase REVA IS GETTING A YEAR OLDER. This gets worse every year, I freak out every freaking year. heck if I know why, and please don't try to explain it, I just am starting to hate birthdays. They're such a disappointment. Especially here, where I can't celebrate with the people that love and know me best.
Go back and read my past birthdays... heck, I've have like, 3 since I started writing in this thing already I think.
I AM A NUTCASE!!!!!
And the worst thing is, the date for that silly Mormon play I was in got changed so now I can't be in it and it was suppposed to be on my birthday. I was actually really happy about getting to celebrate it with people around me who would be having fun. But instead I'm going out for pizza with Zane and his wife. Fun still, but I miss the craziness of years past. When I knew gobs of people and places to go to have fun.
Arimazona stinks. I'm gonna go be a rock star with Abe in New York.
10 days until I'm .... I can't say it right now. Ye-gads people! The freaking is starting early this year!
WHY DO I HAVE TO GET OOOOOLD?????
Is that a grey hair?? And is my butt sagging?!?!?!
Oh wait, no, it's just my pants with the nice full area for my tushie. i just grabbed it and it's still quite nice.
I don't want butt sag. I don't wanna get older.
Maybe I need a party. But I have no one to invite, dagnabit.
Oooo, wait, I have one happy! yesterday some mysterious trio of guys left a plate of lemon bars on my door step! It made me oh-so-happy. Lemon bars are nummy.
But the best thing was that someone remembered me. I don't know if they really knew I needed a treat, whoever they were, but it felt so good.
Y'all should do that!! Go leave treats on someone's doorstep!!
SUPERCRACK knows if you lose yourself in helping others, you'll actually find yourself again. I'd better start baking then:)