kicking some student tushie
December 02, 2004 at 11:29 a.m.
an e.mail that I jsut sent off to Jared:
Oh my gosh - picture this:
peter has left the building, I'm stuck here with that whole class for 3 hours who are now tired and cranky, and 2 of my worst students slip out to go hang out with their boyfriends. I catch them running out the door to the buliding, scream at them to get back in the room because i am responsible for them dang it, and they start yelling at me for disrespecting them and I just lay into them because they do not DESERVE my respect when they flagrantly break and disrespect my rules and I sent one to an administrator and she never showed up there and I'm still so mad I could cry but all the other students totally resepct me now for some reason.
Can I quit and get a job at McDonalds please???
I am so freaking overwhelmed here. It's crazy how much I have changed over the last few moths with this job and with Jared and how many things are changing so rapidly. Suddenly I feel like I'm growing up but it's way too fast. I read once that the best preperation to be married is getting married. I always thought it sounded wise, but wowee, it's wiser than I ever knew.
I can't imagine my life before or without Jared. Not like he's always there or anything, but because things are so different now, I feel so different, I like it but I'm just amazed, that's all.
SUPERCRACK is out o' breath..... woweeeee.