acceptance and questions
April 09, 2002 at 8:43 a.m.
It finally came yesterday - I was waiting for the bal to drop - I just knew something bad was going to happen.... I figured the College of Music was going to accept me but the University wouldn't and I would be freaking out.
MY ASU ACCEPTANCE LETTER CAME!!!!! The official one from the university!!!! the only thing to freak out about now is my hearing is in
gag.. if my teacher finds out I have a boyfriend now he'll kill me.
Tell me this - what is the "role" of the girlfriend? I never can figure this out. I approach these things in a left-brained way, actually, and I can't ever figure out what to do - "be yourself." Oh right, the instant someone tells me to do that I forget exactly what I was doing in the first place because I'm so cracky and "me" is just.. too much sometimes. What me are you talking about?
hopefully not the ME that teaches her guy to dance, because that's the one BAD me to stay away from. I cannot teach a guy to dance, I'm just too mean, no matter how hard I try to be otherwise. That's usually when the relationship starts going downhill and we have to break - all because they can't dance:)
I met Mr. Crabtree at a party actually - there was swing music and I lamented loudly that I couldn't find a partner, when he walked right in the door and glided to the rescue. This is a first, a guy who can DANCE.
I guess he'll just have to wait longer to see my evil side:)