holding pattern
July 13, 2006 at 10:03 a.m.
I've really been meaning to update this. Really, I haven't forgotten you. Internet, I've been around. Mostly playing countless Yahoo Games and chatting with Jared. Wasted hours really.
I having nooothing to do. For a week and a half, my cousin Nicole was here and I was quite busy following her around and getting her to practice. And finding food for her. Good heavens, I'm useless. I know I won't give birth to a 17 year old, but I really doubt my parenting abilities.
And this thing in my belly is gonna be coming out in about 3 months. HOOLY CRAP. I just realized - less that that!! I'm due in early October, the 3rd, or so we think, and it's mid July already.
I'm going to pass out.
Jared's been in Brazil for almost 5 weeks. I'm really lonely without him. I think I may have forgotten how to be married. I sure kick when I sleep again, he's going to be miserable with that development, he'd just taught me to stop:)
We're just waiting for his work authorization from the Brazilian government. It should come through in the next few days (I'm praying!!) and he'll be back here. I need him here. I need to be there. I want to unpack, I want to find a hospital to give birth in. I want to just be ready.
help.
I'll write when there's something to write. Right now, I'm just a basket case, waiting. waiting. Waiting.
Sorry, I'm useless.
SUPERCRACK is waiting. Doing nothing. Gaahhhhhhhhh