outta my brain, cuddle thoughts!
November 17, 2003 at 4:35 p.m.
grrr school computer deleting my entry... cuz honestly, I'm not in the mood to type and entry... typing another one... grumblegrumble...
The weekend was fabulous. It was almost like I had a life again:) There was a talent show and dancing and teaching and sushi and a band and falling asleep in the Looney Tunes movie and churching and more recitals.
The dancing in particular was tasty. I got to dance with my professional dancer-teacher friend and feel like a gazzillion bucks. There's few things better in this world than dancing with someone who makes you feel like you're floating.
Also, I am wondering what is wrong with men having a feeding frenzy all over me just because I was wearing my red vinyl pants to the show and dancing... they are cut like regular jeans, only they're made out of red vinyl and you'd think I was wearing edible pants for crying out loud. These guys kept freaking out.
*that last paragraph is going to get me waaaay too many weird google hits, I know it;)*
Anywho, it was a delightful time and now I'm back to the grindstone.
4 days until my parents are here to MOVE ME!!!!!!!!!
missing them:)
I've come to a conclusion about my current state of mind. Of late, I've been yearning for a cuddle buddy. It's been ages since I had a decent snug-snuggle and my stupid brain won't hush. No matter how much I tell my brain that I'm just not going to meet anyone here in the near future with which to click, it keeps saying "c'mon!! we need snuggling! get someone!!" and it's pissing me off. Dumb brain.
But I remembered today that I've always had this problem in the fall. I'm such a pile of mush this time of year - something about it getting just a little cooler and all the things I love about autumn that I just want to share with someone... honestly, sometimes I just go crazy.
So if I just tell myself that this will pass as soon as it is officially winter I think I'll be fine. When it comes to the holidays, I have other things to worry about.
Oooo, like how I'm going SKIING next with with my family!!!!!! YAY PARENTS IN DENVER!!!
So I'll just keep those thoughts on constant replay until my brain decides the single life will suit for some more time.
grumbledumbbrainistryingtokillme.....
Good gravy! There was a graduation supplement in the ASU newspaper today and I saw that my expected date for gramaduating is May 13th, 2004 and I swear I've been salivating ALL DAY!!!!
PLUS if my keep my current g.p.a. - I could possible graduate MAGNA CUM LAUDE!!!!!!!!!!!
Whoever thought a girl like me could even think about graduating with honors?! Let's keep those fingers crossed! I'm right on the edge there - more than likely I'll end up with Cum Laude, but I want to push for that magna... oooo yeah!
I'm just so hungry to graduate. I need this so bad.... I need OUT like a mad woman, I do.
And when you get your masters, you get to wear that goofy hood that hangs down the back!!! I WANT THAT GOOFY HOOD!!!
I just want to survive this and prove to myself that I can.
COME ON MAY, SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT!!!!!
SUPERCRACK has her eeeeyes on the prize!!!