back and some cuddling ...huh???
January 08, 2002 at 11:54 p.m.
Hellloooo, Texas. Got here today. Yip-freakin-ee.
Drove 10 hours yesterday to stay at Matt Key's place in Oklahoma City, then 2 and a half today. God bless him. This drive was so tough this time because I'm slowly getting deathly ill and I feel terrible. Yesterday as I pulled into OKC, I couldn't have done another mile. I was swerving all over the place. Had to pee. But dang it, I was goona get there.
Today was just as tough - the sick is in my sinuses now and driving with a migraine is just awful. I collapsed here.
And I'm flying out to California tomorrow. With a sinus infection - oh, the plane will be just dandy.
I'm going to a jazz conference. I'm going to demonstrate electric violins in front of these massively famous jazz violinists with a woman that used to teach at Julliard. O my heck. Little Reva is growing up...
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Things that I am thinking right now:
* It's kind of awesome to hear a guy tell you you're a "woman." Wow. I can't describe how cool I feel.
* Serious cuddling is one of the best remedies for a migraine. woo doggies.
* I am the biggest girl there ever was and I should not be around decent men for a nice relationship. This guy is just awesome, but ... I've never known anyone like him. I can't figure out what he's thinking, and even though I know he likes me, I just can't tell and it makes me end up feeling bad. And I think it's because he's a guy and that's the way guys are, but if it makes me feel this bad then I should NOT be allowed anywhere near a relationship.
* Urmi and I need to figure out how to take a compliment. It's our new mission.
* I've spent so much time loathing this state, but now that it's my last sememster, I'm starting to realize that this has been my home and I'm going to leave it. Mixed feelings now.
* I like my apartment. It still feels good to be this cool.
SUPERCRACK is oh so confused right now.... boys make her tummy hurt :(