the one where I'm shallow
November 04, 2002 at 6:16 p.m.
It is Monday. Monday is almost over. Then there's Tuesday. Then there's Wednesday. And then there's Thursday at 5:30am and
RUSHING INTO MY SWEETHEART'S ARMS IN THE DFW AIRPORT!!!!!!
I'm going to Texas! I get to see my friends... sing open mic at the Brickhaus with my friends, dance with my friends, rip the heads off crawdads with my friends, see a scary movie with my friends, see Denton Texas again...
And look into Loren's eyes... he really has the prettiest eyes... I stare into 'em and want to put clear mascara on his curly lashes because they are so freaking pretty... heck, I tried once but it didn't work. I'm content to gaze insanely into them anyway....
DENTON, GET READY FOR REVA!!!!!!
Don't get me wrong, I'm loving Mesa. I just had the nicest dinner at P.F. Chang's with my dear friend Lia and just unwind. I'm desperate to find my purpose here.. and I think Loren is right. Slowly, I'm useful here.
maybe.
by the by...
I am 23. I'm wacky. I'm crazy.
Geez, I'm still 23. I don't want to approach fashion fuddy-duddiness but at the same time, I really don't give a whooping funt. That is, until I realize there's some adorable little girls walking around being all cute and 18 and grrrrrrrrrr I'm not giving any details. I'm being completely irrational.
I don't want to meet these girls. I don't want to be the icky old jealous old... crusty... old....
Luckily for me, my maturity level is remarkably low and I get mistaken for 19 all the time.
ANNNNND I'm helping herald in the coolest fashion craze.... THAT'S still hip and young, right?? and the newest, coolest thing ever is....
ARM WARMERS!!!!
Oh man, am I ever cool. I went to a tie-dye party last Friday and we made some - I made mine red of course, but MAN am I ever cool.
I mean, dancers need to keep their legs muscles warm and toned to avoid injury by wearing leg warmers, right? Well, I'm an athlete and these arm warmers have been recommended to ward off tendonitis.
HOW TO MAKE THESE MIRACULOUSLY COOL THINGS: get long socks, cut off the toe and make a slit near the ankle for your thumb to pop out.
I don't know if it sounds cool, but doggoneit I LOOK cool. And it's one of the few things that makes me feel a little better about the fact that I might actually be getting a jealous streak about girls that my dearest boyfriend has no interest in. Except for the fact that they're in Denton and I'm not (yet!) and they're young and possibly cute.
Dagnabit.
I am NOT over the hill. WHy does 23 and a grad student make me feel geriatric?
SUPERCRACK says just ignore this rubbish... be gone!