deal with it
April 08, 2004 at 10:13 a.m.
Well, speaking about the last entry, I really feel like I did give up some things miss. Not big things, but things I do miss.
I gave up having a best freind around to share things will. True, Dani and Urmi and Annie and folks are just a phone call away, but it's not the same. I gave up some health to do this degree. I gave up a social life that I loved.
Maybe it was worth it, it doesn't mean I don't miss it.
I was talking to a friend this morning (the man whose family picked me up when I was stranded in New Mexico and drove me and my trailer to Mesa) and teling him about my super hard test on Saturday that I took, and how I was having a hard time right now dealing with that and all the stress.
He was so supportive, and told me about the time he had a lot of stree, what with him losing his house and his car and having family problems, but he got through it and gave me some words of encouragement.
I shouldn't compare myself to other people so much, but I do. Why do I barely deal with the stress I have, it's nowhere near as bad as what other people go through.
But man, Monday was scary. I won't tell you why, but Thursday is looking better.
Tooo many things to do, Dad is in town this weekend for my student recital, and I have to get THAT done! And I have to go get a million and one things done today.
ARG!!!!
Nice guy came over last night unexpectedly. So ridiculously nice. He really should make some girl happy. SOON!! Someone come into the picture please!
I knew it! classical music is so stiff now, even robots can do it!!!
SUPERCRACK is out, yo