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April 08, 2004 at 10:13 a.m.

Well, speaking about the last entry, I really feel like I did give up some things miss. Not big things, but things I do miss.

I gave up having a best freind around to share things will. True, Dani and Urmi and Annie and folks are just a phone call away, but it's not the same. I gave up some health to do this degree. I gave up a social life that I loved.

Maybe it was worth it, it doesn't mean I don't miss it.

I was talking to a friend this morning (the man whose family picked me up when I was stranded in New Mexico and drove me and my trailer to Mesa) and teling him about my super hard test on Saturday that I took, and how I was having a hard time right now dealing with that and all the stress.

He was so supportive, and told me about the time he had a lot of stree, what with him losing his house and his car and having family problems, but he got through it and gave me some words of encouragement.

I shouldn't compare myself to other people so much, but I do. Why do I barely deal with the stress I have, it's nowhere near as bad as what other people go through.

But man, Monday was scary. I won't tell you why, but Thursday is looking better.

Tooo many things to do, Dad is in town this weekend for my student recital, and I have to get THAT done! And I have to go get a million and one things done today.

ARG!!!!

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Nice guy came over last night unexpectedly. So ridiculously nice. He really should make some girl happy. SOON!! Someone come into the picture please!

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I knew it! classical music is so stiff now, even robots can do it!!!

SUPERCRACK is out, yo

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