border

trying to be better

January 31, 2005 at 5:51 a.m.

Whew!

For those of you not in GA htis weekend, helloooo ice storms! Good gravy I thought I was goona freeze and die somewhere on the roads, but nope, by dear hubby drove like a champ when no one else was willing to hit the roads. Not us! We gots the shopping done and a few good deeds along the way. Nothing that actually was needed, but whatever, we did it because we are just awesome.

At church yesterday the lesson in joint mens/womens was on marriage. Usually I don't like those lessons because I'm usually in a meeting with all single people who are philosophizing on the idea of it, but yesterday was our first time as a married couple in a ward with lots of grown ups, lotsa married ones. So they had good advice. Heck, I took notes.

I still can't believe I'm married. I wonder maybe if I'm a disgrace to everything that was Reva, the staunchly, rock star hopeful girl that survived relationships, not enjoyed them, and every time (you can look back in the archives, folks) swore to never fall again. Now I don't know what I'm going to do anymore.

And yet here I am, in love with someone who wants to be with me for eternity and who married me. Who wakes up at 5:20 in the morning just to have prayers with me.

I don't know if I'm doing any of this right. Sometimes I drive him crazy and I don't know how. I just don't know how to be a wife yet. I don't know how to be the helpmate for Jared, especially. He's so wonderful and no matter what, always finds a way to lift my spirits. He's so independent I don't know how to lift his.

Well, that's why we have forever, I guess. I can figure it out eventually. I'm just impatient and I wish I could help now.

Okay, another long day at school. Dagnabit, some days I really grow to dislike teenagers. And other grown ups. And mostly teenage cellists. Phew...... I can do it. Today at least. Just shooting for today. Except I feel really really nauseous. I think I had too much for dinner. But who doesn't like au gratin potates, I ask you??

MRS. SUPERCRACK is trying.....


rewind | forward

wife. mother. musician. bloggerist for 7 years. holding on for dear life.

Navigating my sea
Current
Archives
Profile
Family Blog
Photos
Miss Cheapstake

Contact
Notes
E-mail

Credit
Host

Last 5
mooooooooove - April 09, 2008
apples, personals, the works - April 07, 2008
conundrum - April 02, 2008
in a family way - March 27, 2008
mouse keeper - March 20, 2008

Blogs I Lurk
Jane� of Tarzan
Annie
The Mighty Quinn
Cathieanne
Camisado
Gabby
Manda
Holli
Chelsea
MatMunch
Clarity25
April's World
La-Blue-Eyez
GingerlyLizzy
Shanni
Elizabeth
Eden
Azucar
DYM
Yvonne
Ashley
Shannon
Almost Faye-mous
Feather 123
Little Miss
Barefoot Belle
Leah
Loobylu
Kellyim
Short Story
Tha Smifs
Mary
Em
Lizer
Heather Show
Captain Ron
Pink Poodle Prints
April's Life Adventures
elpassorepresentyo
clarity25
phoenixchild
andrew
spacemuppet
smittyclone
libbyo
boogabooga
als-pals
david-artois
bassclargrrl
falo
moonstrucke
ask-obiwan
savecraig
chickie-legs
monkeymom
boxer-briefs
la-blue-eyez
portia12
mangofarmer
mrsfieber
bebelua
unsentletter
coexistapart
iamafatgirl
dicentra
BigpimpinMBA
bindyree
teachin-usa
harri3tspy
goddesskiki
badbadzoot
tfrunner262
perceptions
skibigsky
captainron
lemonscarlet
smedindy
smartypants
the-moo
geoffchaucer
camham
sinnergi
cheeky-kiki
misspinkkate
twttrmchn
sugar-punk
emu-head
newlywedblis
lerin
momma-at-17
take-two
theswordsman
becca27
anita-girl
requiel