A whole month
November 11, 2006 at 9:41 p.m.
Happy Monthbirthday Solei!!! Just one month ago, I was laying in a hospital bed, crying my heart out because one more push meant nothing would ever be the same.
And no, I'm not going to gush now about how life is magical and I'd never want to go back to the way it was before embarking on. I miss my old life in America - I miss sleep, having Jared to myself and being devoid of all this fear I live with constantly.
But I will say I am glad she's in my life. Every day I pray that I will love her more, so that I will have the patience to care for her. Dirty diapers, getting puked on, really takes it out of you - but service isn't such a chore if it's for someone you love.
And prayers are answered, because every day, I love her even more.
So here's to the month. Haredest month I've ever lived, but the hardest she's ever lived too.
I can't believe I'm a mom...
SUPERCRACK is, though.