bad week good boy
August 20, 2004 at 5:19 p.m.
So sorry there's been a lack of updates. I've just had the most hellish week of all time and I couldn't talk to anyone about it. It was just a prisoner of a very messed up situation and I was terrified and sick about it all.
But Friday found me in the arms of my sweetheart again.
I'm so insanely happy.
really.
really really.
really really really.
Don't ask about this week. Well, I knew the second week of teaching would be harder than the first, and the added emotional stress of the other stuff I can't tell you about made it much worse.
Heehee, but yesterday my high school had a pep rally in the town green and I got to perform and lead my orchestras in the national anthem. It was amazing - the marching band was there, the whole town turned out, the ROTC - the pagentry of everything was hilarious and wonderful. It's nice to be apart of all of this.
Did I mention I was insanely happy? My job, my zipcode, and the most wonderful boy in the world loves me.
I have this thing - I like to come home on Fridays after a long day and treat myself to a party pizza. Silly, but it's a little bit of comfort for me. I look forward to it, it's a quiet little thing I do to release and feel nice. I mentioned it in passing once to the boy when he noted the large number of frozen pizzas in my fridge.
So right now, I'm at his house on a Friday after school, tapping away at the computer, the first time I've seen him in a week and blissfully happy, and he brings in a pizza he just cooked. Because he knew it was Friday.
He loves me just right.
*I hope I'm not making anyone sick, but good golly I'm happy. Can't contain it, though I've been trying to.*
So I'm off to meet him fam. Wish me luck. But I think I already have a whole bunch of it:)
SUPERCRACK is .... awesome.