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my secret

March 06, 2002 at 12:37 p.m.

One really cool thing about moving to California...

IKEA STORES!!!!

*pant, pant...*

I am goona look sooo smooth.....

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lately, a lot of people have been coming up to me and asking me what my secret is. My what?

They've noticed a change in the last few months - where I'm happier and more self-confident than they've ever seen me before. How? Why?

I dunno really, it's bunches of things. Out with the bad - in with the good. Lots of baggage from old relationships - icky boys and such, they are finally washing away. Geez, took long enough.

I've stopped running. I used to run to people things, away, just anywhere. And now, I've finally stopped, looked around, and have been beautifying my world.

I go to lots of Institute classes - this semester it's on the Book Of Mormon, so my perspective and drive has changed directions.

"haven't you suffered enough?"

Someone told me this once. It was about an icky ex. He told me it again later when dealing with another one.. there's a point where you've just gone through the grieving process and it's time to stop.

I wonder if I'd never dated, made different friends, if I would have found myself sooner.

Heck if I know. What's done is done. I'm happy to be here though.

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Andy came up to me today and showed me a burn he got on his finger in the shape of Texas. Seriously, it was.

SUPERCRACK is goona be late for sectional...

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