happy fuzzy mommy
February 18, 2002 at 9:44 p.m.
It's time to change the look of this thing. I'm so blasted happy all the time and the need for the spooky look is gone. But alas, I won't have time until March. So pooh, we'll deal. Any ideas?
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What makes you comfy? I've been finding joy in all these random things lately that remind me of growing up around my mother.
like snipping out articles from the newspaper or the Reader's Digest and pasting them up on the wall.
and listening to NPR in the morning when I wake up, or any time during the day... listening to BBC world service as I fall asleep.
making lists and marking off what I should do.
Immersing myself in trying to understand the scriptures.
being productive and getting things done.
talking to myself and making myself to laugh even when people think I'm crazy.
Dancing in the kitchen.
listening to "A Prairie Home Companion" on Saturday night - AND Sunday on the way to church.
being so focused on the bigger picture and not myself that it takes me half a day to realize that my pants are too short and my shirt is inside out.
I might be turning into my mother... and dang, I can't wait. Just living a bit of the familiar is making my whole day better - I really feel like I'm wrapped in a flannel blanket all day long.
This weekend was so tempting.. I fell asleep downstairs in my house and had to be woken up to get to bed... mom tucked me in and slipped into bed with me in the morning. I know I'm 22 and a big girl, but there's few better feelings than when your mom crawls into your bed and tells you she's sorry it's so early but she couldn't wait another minute to tell you what is on her mind...
And CU is a nice school, but I'm so tempted because I could be closer to my mom and I could feel that more often than just holidays.
Gotta stay focused. Go where the money is. But it would be nice...
SUPERCRACK is dreaming of mommy...