faboo mooving day
May 30, 2002 at 7:38 p.m.
I have had such a wonderful day. I dreaded it so much - moving day - but all in all, I have never had this much fun moving out.
Marcy and John kept me in stitches as we cleared out my little brick apartment today, so much that I didn't even get misty. It was just to funny.
Man, I have a lot of junk.
We moved it all into the home of a dear family friend and I get a nice big house to myself this weekend to practice and to relax. I wasn't so happy about having to move into a temporary situation for a week before I move to Colorado, but the lease was up and this is much better I think, to have the big moving deal out of the way long before I step on the UNT recital hall stage for the last time next week.
And the evil ex-roomie came by to grab some things and... found my watch!!! It had been lost for ages, I swear. And as a person that MUST know what time it is, it was unbearable.
But now... get this - this is a sign. I know it. For the last few weeks I've been looking back in time, not forward - because I was so distraught at having to move on and leave my relationship behind. So much that I forgot to look forward and remember the amazing life that is coming around the bend - Arizona and all that jazz. Even looking at a clock reminded me of how I dreaded time moving on. And I lost my watch in the process. Not healthy for Reva.
And now - it's time to move on, emotionally and physically, and my watch suddenly appears!! This means something. Deep. really.
Does anyone get this but me?
I've been getting the sweetest e.mails and IM's and calls from all my dear friends (you) worried about me in the wake of yet another heartbreak, and I really appreciate it.
I'm doing better than ever and I'm taking a lot of joy from breathing and being in my own skin again, so no worries.. but thank you oh so much.
The brightest advice and commentary I ever get is from my wonderful Uncle Hugh, who brightened my entire summer with this bit of wisdom:
Have you noticed the verity of "The Inevitable Law of Relationships":
the next one is ALWAYS better.
So ... get ready, babe!
Unc H
how right on is that? They do keep getting better. Or maybe it's just I get less dense... at any rate, I am not desiring of another serious pairing soon, but I am less bitter about the prospect of someday than in past years:)
Oh, for those who want to get in touch with me now that I am homeless, my same phone number works until Monday June 3rd, and by this Saturday June 1st I will have a cell phone. If you want the number, e.mail me or pop a request in my guestbook and I'll send it along.
And June 10th, I will be back in Colorado where I belong. For now.
SUPERCRACK says... Marcy - bless you. I couldn't have gotten through today without you and I am overcome with how grateful I am - you are a star:)