complaining about this one guy...WON'TASKMEOUT!
December 02, 2001 at 6:34 p.m.
I don't CARE.
I really don't. I'm cute, I'm smart and I'm funny and there is not a single catch in this dang town but I see him and I forget all the reasons why I just wouldn't date him.
And then it occurs to me that he hasn't asked me out and probably won't. WHY?
Now, I HAVE been ranting a little about staying single, but it's so hard to stay strong you know? I have my life all planned out sometimes and sometimes I don't want it like that.
Also, if I break my bet with Michelle and start dating - more than 3 dates - I have to go put a pair of granny pantues on the runner statue on campus as per our last prank. Heeheehee.
But what does my dumb brain care? It says "hey, it's cold - I want to cuddle with someone!" And I haven't been single in this time of year for years so my brain just doesn't understand why there's been a change in protocol.
Its been an interesting history, knowing him from 3 years ago, always strained for some reason even though it always felt like I should be his friend anyway. And that's enough for me - except he has these eyes that are just dangerous and set my silly brain into static. And last year he was there, but again it was just so uncomfortable that I just ended up dating Nathan. And now he's even slower than molasses and I don't want him but golly if only he'd stop with all the games crap and just ASK ME OUT. It just feels like we should. Heck, he probably doesn't like me there's this nagging feeling I can't shake. Just go out once and see if I'n nuts. Get it out of my system, maybe.
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THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON. I'm not too dense. But he just doesn't do anything except for flirt and look at me. It makes me mad. Madmadmad. And he didn't ask me to dance. WHY DO I CARE?? No boys get to me. Why does he??
I hate feeling like this. Being a girl stinks.
SUPERCRACK is sooo about to kick him in the shins just to keep from hugging him. Dang, supercrack is violent:)