do the limbo, baby!
April 20, 2006 at 9:08 p.m.
Stilll... Waiting.... wondering.....
And sick as a dog. A rrrrrrrg!! I've developed allergies and the worst cough EVER. So sick. Such a headache. So freaking grumpy!!
I went to the doctor today and as usual, I got a jerk. Everybody has something they strike out on - my om always orders the worst dish when she goes to restaurants, and I almost always get a doctor that doesn't need to hear what I have to say and either gives me too much of a drug, the wrong one, or too weak of a drug. This one gave me prescription for an inhaler that has been discontinued.
My poor lungs hurt and my head hurts and there's a remote possibility that being pregnant is making me a little more on edge.
Oh, that and Jared is still in limbo about what job to pick and what job is picking him. And since he has a little extra time right now while this decision is being made, he's laid ALL the floor in the kitchen, painted the walls, put up the trim, power washed the deck, planted a garden and flowers in the yard, laid grass seeed and who the heck knows else.
He's getting the house ready to sell.
I'm so in denial. He knows that leaving here would break a few parts of my heart (leaving my band) but I know that it is such a wonderful thing for his career and I want him to be happy.
And yet tonight he tried to help me understand Portugese pronounciation (it's nuts).
Limbo is such an awful feeling, as well as your head being ready to explode, your lungs trying to pop out of your chest and the fear that at 16 weeks prgnant, shouldn't I have felt the baby kick? Is it in there??? I am such a worry wort, but there's so much to worry about.
At least my kitchen looks fabulous:)
I wish I could be upbeat, but I using all my upbeat energies for my students. I really shouldn't beteaching, but the idea that Jared is temporarily not working and I might now be teaching here for long.. well, it makes this Reva not able to stop.
SUPERCRACK is so cracked!!!