comfy comfy
September 28, 2004 at 10:42 a.m.
Urmi you goose:) Come visit me!!!!
I went out last night and got the softest, comfiest coat and it's making me so so happy. I just love Aeropostale, it always has the softest comfiest clothes always on sale! And now, since mom and dad were here, my apartment is a little more decorated, a lot cleaner, and oh so incredibly comfy!! it's a shame to have it all to myself, so someone come visit...:)
Mom and Pop were in town for the parade our orchestra plays in every year - the one I've been tlaking about, with the mazillions of fiddle players marching and such, me in a pickup truck playing and electric violin, trying keep them all together.. wowee it's finny stuff:) And it was the first parade I've ever been in my whole life!
You wanna see?? Go to Dad's site and watch the video - it's about 16 minutes long, but around the halfway point we actually start marching, so I'd start there.
And go check out my guestbook there too - I told my kids they were welcome to see the video of themselves and one of my students - this really sweet cellist - wrote the nicest entry in there for me! I really needed it:)
I even had students come up to me yesterday and give me hugs because they thought somehting seemed wrong. I was doing my darndest to be cheerful, but I was feeling pretty weak and so I was very quiet and slow. I've been really, really, really missing my students in Arizona... I really did have the sweetest batch of kids and miss them so much. One of them wrote me the other day and it made me so happy, I can't believe I left them, it still hurts. I needed to get out of AZ, but honestly, out of the frying pan, into the fire, you know?? Am I just a glutton for punishment?? And those kiddos... oh, so freaking adorable!!!
Maybe it's all the rain outside that gets me in this mood, maybe it's because I started watching Big Fish yesterday (Jessica I miss you!!!!!), maybe it's this soft comfy jacket I just got that makes me want to wrap my arms around the poeple that I love, or maybe it's just the fall, since it's my favorite time of year, but I'm just in a lonely mood. Not the pained lonely of Arizona, but a mood that wishes I could bring together all the people I have in my heart and bring them here to share in my crazy new life, just for a few minutes...
That's enough of all that. I think I probably belong in that nice comfy apartment all by myself so that for at least a few hours a day, I can't mess other people's lives up. It's better than locking me away, even though I probably should be. And also, it's nice that I can run around in my birthday suit whenever I desire:)
SUPERCRACK has to go teach some more stuff... too bad she has NO clue what she's doing!