le FREAK
2001-08-01 at 9:07 a.m.
let me just remind you that if you have not gone and listened to ZOMBO.COM you have not lived. Your life is stinky without the mind altering joy of ZOMBO.COM. Going to ZOMBO.COM changes your outlook - your future - your EVERYTHING!! GO MY CHILDREN!!!!!!! How often can you hear Japanese on crack? Besides Thundercats...
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I'm trying to get things prepared to moooove to Texas but I just have so much relaxing to do... the only time I worked out yesterday was when I noticed my brother's cute homes teachers from church were visiting him and they saw me lookin' like my relax-y NASTY...
so I got a handful of chocolate chips and walked on the treadmill for 8 minutes. I had to do SOMETHING, and showering wasn't an option. It's too hot here to get as sexy as we all expect me to do. 91 degrees, eat my heart out, Texas!! A-HAHAHAHA!!!!
but anywho, here's a thought to munch on... okay, for me to munch on, You just sit there and look empathetic to your computer screen or sumpin'. Whatever you do best.
My aunt was going through my pictures of high school and college and asked out of the blue:
"Do you think you'll be happy when you're older?"
what?? of course, what are you talking about - I'm the happiest girl in the world!!
"I mean, you can get really happy, but MAN, when you get down..."
yeah, I know - I get down and definately dirty. But I figure it's my *thing*. You know, how Bart Simpson has his *thing (don't have a cow, man!) and Fiona Apple has her *thing* (I HATE MEN!!!!!!!!), well, freaking out and going bonkers on those that I love periodically is my *thing*. Let's just say it makes me vunerable and women LOVE that... wait, I'm straight... okay, on to theory b.......
Oh, and we all have out *thing* that we do that makes us US. Like how Grandma walks aroung pulling lint out of the carpet for fun? And that friend that hits himself in the head for comedic relief? My *thing* is "WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?!?!?!" but then it goes away again and I feel much better in the morning.
It's normal for 21-year-old artists, I hear... But it can sure freak out the newbies:)
Lesse, Saturday I leave for San Diego and then to Oakland and Anaheim and LA. And then on to Texas and school and all that loverly junk. I need a vacation.
SUPERCRACK is goin' POSTAL sometimes and THAT'S FINE!!!!! Endearing, even:)
ps thanks for the support for Annie and fam - her dad woke up yesterday!!! The medication is making him loopy, but no long term damage! aahhhhhh