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October 21, 2004 at 9:24 p.m.
Hey, for anyone in the Atlanta area tonight, I have a gig with this mad skillz guitarist at Meehans in Brookhaven (Irish pub) from about 10-midnight.
I don't know 2 hours worth of much, maybe not even enough for ONE, my arms are in searing apain agian, and I also have a music festival I ahve to be up and at 'em for ALLL day long tomorrow and another performance Saturday night, this time by my chamber orchestra doing a halloween concert in the Duluth amphitheatre and me, the spooky host.
So anyone in the Atlanta area tonight??
Darn I miss y'all. grrr.
Wow.
How are y'all doin' out there? Because in here, yeeeee doggies!
Yep, in the last 6 months, I've graduated from grad school, I've moved to Colorado, then to Georgia, changed my entire life as I now wake up insanely early and start teaching cello, viola, bass and violin to high school students by 7:25am Monday through Friday (I can only play only one of those instruments), and met the man of my dreams.
I'm out of my mind by it all. I'm so overwhelmed.
Terrified.
I need some advice and to be told everything will be okay. Which luckily, he does for me quite often. Just the mention of the m-word is enough lately to send me into a panic. I wish I knew why - I love him so much and I can't wait to begin our journey together.
Gosh, read back a few years in this thing.... this is the calm and the joy that I've been craving - it's finally here and still I'm scared to death. Of screwing it up, of all the change, of the new direction, and having NO idea of what is coming next.
I shouldn't be allowed in public. I'm too dangerous.
I'm also the luckiest girl in the world. He loves me. He holds me. He laughs with me. He holds my hand and guides me. He answers the phone with this adorable excited voice. He believes in me. He listens to me. He even bought me rollerblades for my birthday, and I've been wanting some since they were freaking invented!!
I need a potion to drink, so that I can just fall asleep today and wake up married.
SUPERCRACK is heading in dat direction....