i'm blessed-ing
December 30, 2002 at 11:08 p.m.
Christmas was a little hard. All these people here and felling harried and all alone...
Annie mae me a mix CD when I was sick and I popped it into the CD player Christmas day to feel better... such a beautiful ecclectic mix of songs I'd never heard before. Wow...
The last song came on and it made me pause...
"My my my my my my my.... You're so overdue for a compliment...."
huh..... ears perked, as the chorus rang -
"You're my blessing"
wow. I feel so adrift from the real world with all this family here (they never feel like reality) and then that song...
I miss my life. I miss my friends. Colorado feels like a vaccum after a while. Maybe Arizona does too at times.
But I'm someone's blessing. There's hope.
So I'm dancing in the middle of my bedroom, flossing for the fun of it this morning, listening to "You're MY Blessing" and feeling happy, when I hear a blury noise from my phone. A text message! Weehee! From Loren! That reads -
19 hours... and then I get to see you. Figure in 8 hours of sleep, two hours in means between now and then, not to mention the time you will be busy with the fam and stuff and voila, only 7 or so hours until you're in my arms.
And looking down, I see this picture....
And it occurs to me that tomorrow morning I will be picking up my sweetheart from the airport. The face looking up at me there will be here in Colorado... with me....
Of course we've had plans like this for a while, but it just hit me HARD right then and I have been a bundle of excitement all day. My calves are killing me from 3 straight days of skiing and my faaaaaaavorite masseur is coming to visit me - how handy! And I'm way overdue for a cuddle... even handier!!!
happy New Year... it just looks like it's going to be good:)
SUPERCRACK saysyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!