spring broken
March 20, 2003 at 7:55 p.m.
hand is still in excruciating pain - re-hurt it this weekend, so I'll have to keep this brief...
It's spring break here. Enjoying the off - I want MORE. I may get more.
If I can't play violin in a week and a half, I have to drop out of school or this semester.
Seriously.
And if that wasn't enough, I'm starting to freak out in my relationship with Smiles. He's told me that the one thing he fears most is being loved conditionally, but I'm starting to feel like I'm being interviewed for something. I'm afraid to give the wrong answer for fear that he'll deem it wrong. Seriously. I feel like there's a checklist out there that I'm supposed to click with.
I have never loved conditionally. That's what gets me into trouble. I have a feeling that he fears conditional love but that's how he's treating me right now.
argargarg. I do like him. But he doesn't get me. I miss my friends and the people that do.
So that's what's going on. And on other fronts. WAR. whew.
CAUTION: here is pure Reva thought on the war:
I support my president. I support my country. I support my friends and countrymen serving. And if I hear one more moron on MTV saying this is about oil I swear I'll break my TV.
Haven't people been listening to what our policy is??? Geez - TOny Blair even said Britain doesn't import oil - they take care of themselves. They don't need oil! We don't need their oil! Hussein funded the 9-11 attacks. He housed and trained the terrorists. And he has weapons he was supposed to get rid of 12 years ago. He can't be trusted to not help another attack against us or anyone else he doesn't like.
And the UN is useless. They have always been useless. Ahem - Kosovo????? This is between us and the man that will support any more terrorist attacks is he can. America has ALWAYS stayed and helped out more than anyone after conflict. We rebuilt Japan and Germany! We still support South Korea. All we wnat is Hussein out of power - and his people have been attmping coups for years - they want him out too.
OKay, that's all. Love you all. I'll come back soon with more light hearted stuff. Maybe baby.
SUPERCRACK is swimming in crack!!!