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April 09, 2007 at 10:06 p.m.

Easter was terrificalicious. Solei's Easter dress was stunning, I got chocolate, and I also got a gazillion pictures of the poor girl next to an Easter basket. Poor girl had no idea what was going on. And yet, I have no remorse.

Pictures of the day are here.

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It has recently come to my attention that some males should not call other males "man."

Have any of you experienced the akwardness of guy saying to another guy "How are you, man?" and instead of thinking to yourself what a thoughtful way that man is reaching out to that other man, all you can think of is geez that "man" sounded really weird?

I think if you are a married male of any age and have a child, you just are not allowed to say it. You don't have the cool points to pull if off.

And if you are reading this and are thinking, but that doesn't apply to me, I'm a married male and I can still say it - then you DEFINATELY aren't allowed to say it. If you don't believe me, ask your wife. Better yet, your sister. It's okay, they aren't cool either.

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I've been married for over 2 years, I have a 6 month old baby, it's only natural that a relationship changes. I still have a fabulous relationship and a hubby that makes my life easier and happier, but must admit...

I miss a little romance. It's so hard to get a moment alone, living in Jared's parent's house and also having a crazy baby. Jared's job takes so much energy and time and I totally give him gold stars for being able to keep it all together as he has.

I'm just remembering what it was like to be first in love... it didn't last very long because Jared was so determined to get married the second he decided we should, and then being married was a little more difficult than usual. Since August when we moved to Brasil, then had Solei, then moved back here and on and on... any time we have together is limited and honestly very different - we're so happy to not have to be rushing anywhere that we're totally content just clacking away on our computers or just resting, rather than any of those crazy fun dates we used to go on.

Life won't ever be the same as it was, and people keep telling me things will get better when we get settled somehow. But I do feel a little sad that I'll never get that back, that so brief, fleeting moment of first feeling loved... no strings attatched.

I just wonder if I'll get that special feeling of being insanely desired again. Unconditional love is really the greatest gift a girl like me could get, but I do wish I could have just one or two more fireworks again. I don't think love works like that though. And that's okay.

SUPERCRACK understands.

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