just jotting stuff down
November 08, 2006 at 9:30 p.m.
AK! It's 9:30 at night and I'm just realizing I haven't entrified yet! Sorry, this one is going to have to be quick. Jared is burping Solei and trying to konk her out. He's really good at it, as he is with everything, curse him.
She's 4 weeks old today! I can't believe it, but it also feels like its been an eternity.
Life is harder than it has ever been, but there are some happy moments. Like Sunday, we got her all dressed to the nines for church, and decided to take a picture. She only fits into one of her dresses, everything is too big, but we managed to make it work. And right when Jared snapped the picture, she smiled for the very first time!! We just stood there in shock after the flash went off and asked each other - "did she just smile??" We couldn't have planned it, seriouly cool moment! The pic is the first one at the famblog.
I noticed over the last few days that every time there is a window or some light coming into a room, she's riveted to it. I take her for a walk some days down the street to sit in the park, and she loves it. Well, as much as she can love something right now. She IS the sunshine in my life, which is what I was hoping for when I came upon the idea to name her Solei.
Life has had its dark moments lately, it's so good to have a light.
I can't come up with anything else to say today... she kept faling asleep on me all day, so it was a fight to wake her up enough to feed her and keep her alert so she'd sleep tonight, and now it's a fight to poop her out. Speaking of poop, guess who did that all over the couch?? It just doesn't feel like a day or an entry is complete lately without a mention of her bodily functions.
I'm glad I'm doing this blog every day thing - it's helping me get a little more out of my funk. Still can't call anyone, why am I so scared to talk? That's not me. Well, at least I can bother you, internet land. Loves to all!
SUPERCRACK is doing fine today, thanks.